Today I've been on this strange kick. This morning I went through all the old messages sitting in my Facebook inbox, and tonight I was surfing through the old posts on this blog. It was so...funny...in certain places to read about how frustrated and confused I was with where God had placed me. I wondered aloud what on earth was happening, how I would make it through, and what I would look like in the end.
Suddenly, I found myself crying. Almost every single thing I voiced concern over in all of those blog posts have been taken care of. God has taken care of me financially this year. I am successfully graduating from college next month. The guy my heart was aching for after last school year ended will now be my husband in a few short months. My car still works and has been such a trooper throughout the two years that I've had the poor thing. I have a job that is stable and my boss would love to put me in a higher leadership position if only I was staying longer than another couple months. I have a place to stay for the two months before Steve and I get married, and we already have an apartment lined up for us after the wedding.
Abba, Father...You are amazing! I deserve none of this, yet You have blessed me beyond measure. Looking back on all the frustrations, worries, heartaches, and confusion of the past just makes me laugh because I can now see what You were working on in me! I pray that You will continue to work in me so that You can work through me, and provide the strength that I need to hold on to You no matter what is going on in my life. Thank You, Daddy. Let me never forget such great love.
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