Sometimes my heart aches for no apparent reason. I blame it on discontentment most of the time. Other times, I just don't know.
Tonight is one of those nights. My life has changed dramatically over the last two years, and I feel like the world still hasn't stopped spinning madly around me. I'll probably turn around only to find another new object to try and find my way around. Right now I have senioritis big time - I just want to be done with homework, deadlines, late nights of studying, and feeling so mentally inadequate. But at the same time, I'm terrified of another transition. I'm not happy where I am, but I don't know exactly where "happy" would be.
Clueless, of course. I'm so glad God knows what He's doing, and that He's the ultimate DJ at my disco.
*hugs*
ReplyDeleteI understand. I'm right there with you.
Life is hard, no matter where you are in it.